To laugh or to cry... You help me decide....
It has arrived... It has been decided... Now all that is left is for me to treasure the remaining 45 days... :) To strengthen our bond. To make sure that every moment is spent happily. Without any quarrels or misunderstandings... I should learn to be more understanding. To be more loving. To give in. And to embrace him. I dunno wat will happen on that day... Will i be allowed to see him? Will i be ABLE to watch him go? Will i be able to endure the 3 weeks away from him? I managed to get my diploma and overcome the big hurdle of graduating from TP. And i did it w him by my side. And im sure we will be able to overcome difficult periods together hand in hand... :) I really want this to last a lifetime....

And now... can someone tell me what the following means?

You have been given the provisional approval for your application to register as a relief teacher.
Schools will be allowed to employ you during this interim period. Please bring along all your original education certificates, transcripts and necessary identification document to your first employing school for the purpose of verification. Schools will not be allowed to employ you if your particulars are not verified. For the final status of your application, you may access this option in one month's time to check. Thank you.

So does that mean i can go down to any school and get employed? Cool! :D But is that really what they mean? hmm.... My aunt helped me sign up with Rosyth primary school. She is a teacher there u see.... Maybe i should try my primary school? hmmm... How about kellock convent? That place is nearby pasir panjang too... ;) Did some serious job hunting today. As usual, there were some racist *BEEP*... One bitch told me straight in my face that they are not interested indians coz they r looking for chinese people... But i din let that deter me... :) In fact, it served as a form of motivation. To drive me to prove these people wrong about their presumptions. There were a couple of places w rather positive replies. One lady even told me that she enjoys speaking w me and went on to pry abt my personal life. Not dat i mind as long as she recommends me to her boss for a job... But den im thinking... Can i start work after june 4th? Den I tell myself, Which skool wants relief teachers for the month of june? and it will b much difficult to get a job in july as it is school holidays and all. Furthermore, being a teacher would mean that i have to work from 7-1plus like that right? So that shouldnt b so bad lah... :)
Hardeep also dreamt that i was pregnant... SO i really wonder what's wrong... And it has been delayed for quite a bit... Strange...