Blogger better not swallow up my entry again…

So they were notified… And what did they say? Im not exactly jumping for joy. Ok so im at fault. I din plan before hand. I din notify before time. U told me way before hand. I know my folks. If I tell them about it earlier, it will just get complicated. More brain cells lost, raising blood pressure, more tears shed and wat nots… I dunno lah… Can somebody please stop to think from my point of view? I wanna spend my time w u…. Which gf wouldn’t want? U make it sound as if im deliberately doing it. So I spoiled the plans… I dun have the choice to make any decisions. Pathetic for a 20yrs old to be I know… But I was born into an INDIAN family… and a typical traditional one at that… In some ways a mama chick will always be a mama chick… So wat can I do about that? I can’t possibly hypnotise them into letting me go can i? or I cant tie them up to some tree and come running can i? its not that I dun want it… its more like I cant do anything about it… Why do I get the worst of both ends? Why is it difficult to make everyone happy and myself happy too? Why cant I have more freedom? Just this once? Why? Why? Why? And dun u dare go all mama abt e situation and say, ‘its ok… u need not come… I’ll have it some other time..’ or something along those lines… I Swear I will throw a bitch fit…