Somebody knock some sense into me please....
i think i see a number of people who r more den willing to comply.... Hmmm.... Wat to do.... im feeling annoyed 4 no apparent reason... AGaiN! damn... Wish i could pop a pill 2 cure me of Pre menstrual depression.... GRRR! Went to my aunt's place in hougang today... Me, my three girl cousins and aunt were watching shutter... it was a friggin weird movie i should say... But scary nonetheless.... i have been getting really scary nightmares of late.... Last night ard 3am, i forced myself to wake up from this freaky nightmare... Well... my dream goes something like.... i was sleeping in my bed and on top of me was this infant.... So i woke up and went to take a closer look at the infant... And wat do i know, its an infant who walked right out of e movie dawn of the dead.... like some hellspawn... I screamed and tried to kill it... Christ i killed an infant in my nightmare... And after dat i ran out of my room to tell my mother about it... And my mother is also possesed by the scary spirit.... and i screamed and locked my mother in e room and ran to the kitchen... to find my dad who in reality happens to be away on a vacation w his friends but in my dreamsm, he was washing the fish tank.... den i told him about it and he was like ok let me go out of the house to take something which i couldnt remember... And when he stepped bakc into the house, he became one of them... By this time i was soooooo damn scared... i tried 2 force myself to wake up and i did... Was immobilised by fear for quite sometime... WAs hiding underneath my comforter and didn't dare open my eyes... When i finally did open my eyes, i msged selva who was working till e wee morning last night... Den i mustered up my courage and open my room door... The stupid notion of the ghost waiting 4 me outside my room door was running thru my head... but i went to the kitchen, washed my face and drank some water. When i came back to lie down in bed, the scenes of my nightmare were still running thru my head.... And i was having such a horrible time.... den i got up and prayed before i finally cud fall asleep in peace.... Me and my nightmares... not long ago i dreamt dat my father was dead... and i woke up crying and crying.... I wonder wat kinda tots run thru my mind sub consciously... and end up being my dreams....