Monday, July 05, 2004

HELLO!! :D
How have u all been? School has started.. that's y due to time constraint, i was unable to blog...im suffering from fever, flu, throat infection... my nose is fucking stuffed!(pardon my language gomz) and at these very moment, i have got a digital thermometer shoved down my throat(exaggerated a bit lah) :P thanks to my mummy... she wants to monitor my fever... i was given 2 days MC by e Doc... but i dun think i will be able 2 survive dat long at home considering the rate my mum and i are yelling at each other... hmmm... so wat other interesting stuff has happened in my lifE? well... other den saturday's incident... WOah!! dat was one helluva day! if u wanna know wat exactly happened, ask me.. coz i dun think its printable... if u know wat i mean... ;) my behbeh went to penang to attend her cousin's wedding... and now both of us are under e weather... this shows our love 4 each other... :P seperation for 2 days leaves us both ill... Oh... and abt u know who... things will never be e same again i guess... :) but im beginning to get used 2 it... u know... a week ago, when i went to visit gowri and alvin, i met this freaking CUTE cousin of alvin... and he said' nah.. i dun date indian girls' in his fucking english accent... i wanted to rip his throat and shove it down his arse... not becoz i was upset dat he doesnt have e hots 4 me... i think he did... :P dats y he passed tat comment to convince himself... :P but i wanted 2 do so bcoz he and alvin were majorly trying to convince me 2 have something going on w dat mofo, vicky... EWWW!! dat shameless bastard never learns... 4 e past week, i have been receiving weird msgs from weird people... claiming tat they got my number from my fren... idiots!! u want my number? ask me... ( as if i will ever give) dun result to stealing it... and i dun like talking freaky pple... damn!! my eyes are stinging w hot tears... the fever is killing me... and i have got this strong urge to sing emotions by destiny's child now... :P

Emotions- Destiny's child

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Dont cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Dont you know there's nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion that's taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Nobody left in this world
to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

The words in bold are supposed to represent the emotions which are currently very strong in me... :)