A Letter to my brother
Brothers.... haiz.... u can never understand them.... one minute they r sooo nice... they even wake u up from ur deep slumber and give u 50 bucks out of the blue... talk abt bringing u out 2 c e real world.... making u think dat u r just dreaming.... and the next minute they r threatening u... or shud i say scaring e shit out u by making u wonder WTF u did this time... Annae... i know dat u will be reading this some time soon... Please give me some space to breathe... Im no longer ur baby sister... Please see the point dat ur baby sister has become a BABE! I dun club, drink,smoke, sleep around and for goodness sake, i dun even go out late at night w my frens... I believe tat i possess better morals and values den many of the girls out there.... im not some cheap slut... I know my limits... and yes... i have heard it from u a time too many.... As a guy, u have nothing to lose... and as i girl, am on e losing end... I know u care.... Im glad u care... i guess i have never told u this b4 but i love my brothers alot... its just dat i never expressed my love openly... And especially you... i have always had a soft spot 4 u more den Murali annae... Bcoz i grew up w u... I will never bring shame to the family's name... i know u just want me to complete my course of study within the stipulated time... graduate and get my ass 2 teaching and all... but please do cut me some slack... I think u did far worst things den me when u were 19... did u not? sometimes i wonder... y does my 2nd brother care sooo much when my 1st bro does not give a F*ck? its not like e 1st one doesnt lah... but he is too busy w his Girlfriend to show dat he care.... i think if both of u cared, by now i will be tied up 2 some pole at home... I feel like im sooo lifeless... wat do i do on a saturday night? stay at home and massage amma's leg when like 60% of girls my age wud be out in e club... remember u told me dat u will bring me clubbing on my 18th birthday? im going to turn 19 in about 4 months time... so when is it going to be? u know, it breaks my heart 2 know dat even u dun understand me.... wat's up w e cutting remarks u gave me dat day about Being born on ammavasai (*translation: its a day where there is not moon.... actually e moon is depreciating)? I hope u wud just tell me wat i did wrong so dat i wont do it again.... and stop killing me w all dat suspense and tension... i hope u understand dat i get tensed 4 e slightest things.... i wish 2 live 2 see my grandkids... Dun kill me early by causing all these worries and tension k? Wat is bothering u? Is it a crime 2 have frens of e opposite sex? i din know dat u, of all pple were as narrow minded as dat.... They r just frens... Pure unadulterated FRIENDSHIP... Except 4 e occasional harmless flirting.... Who said u cant have a fren of e opposite sex? i know u know something.... but wat exactly do u knoe? wat did i do?? This is not the first time u know.... And pple, a word of advice, dun ever have a brother who is a cop.... even if he was one, please try to ensure dat he doesnt become an investigating officer with e CID.... ur life will be living hell.... Coz Every step u make, every breathe u take, every single day, every time u pray, he will b watching u.... guess dats all 4 today... my days are not getting any better and tomorrow is going to be friday e 13th.... wonder wat is going to happen.... :`(
GOOD NIGHT!